I saw a little girl covered in little cuts. She showed God all her wounds but, when He moved to heal them, she backed away- afraid of the hurt that would happen in the healing process.
Gather up your courage.You have already laid bare your heart to God and exposed your hurt. There will be a sting in the healing process but it is a good and right sting. Left untended, the wounds will only get worse. You can be well and whole. God can take away the pain.